Ever feel like.....
You have absolutely no reason to be here? In this life? I’ve felt this way before, but never this long and so intense. Living in the past helps nothing. But I can’t seem to find my way back to the present. It’s almost like I’m trapped inside my mind. But do I really want to continue? I can’t decide anymore.
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Is quite possibly the worst day of my short life. The most important person in my life, my father, my be dying. I’m very upset. Been crying all day. I just don’t know what I would do if I lost him. I am truly at a loss for words. I’m just….lost right now.
I hate lying…but it’s the only way I know how to live. To survive. I don’t even feel human. I haven’t felt such in a long time. I can feel myself slowly progessing into my black hole again. I just wonder who will be willing to save me this time. If I can be saved.